Private Intensive Retreats are stunningly life transforming, healing, inspiring and restorative.


The invitation I am about to share with you is not for everyone.

But if it is for you. You will know without a shadow of a doubt.

There will be an undeniable calling in your heart. You will be deeply moved. Your soul will light up. And every cell in your body will resonate.

Trust it.

Similarly, many years ago, guided by destiny, I found myself on a soul searching quest, and ultimately a profoundly life altering journey. 

I believe there are no coincidences, and the fact that you are reading these words you have been led here by a stirring in your soul. Every moment of your life is an opportunity to choose to live more fully or to hold back. What could you do? Who could you be if you really faced the fears that keep you complacent? 

I believe that one of the greatest pains in life is to live a meaningless life. To walk around each day feeling that so much of your potential isn’t fully expressed, and that you are not living your true life’s purpose and destiny. You can have “everything,” but if you don’t know who you truly are, you have nothing.

Reflect for a moment…

Do you feel overwhelmed by all the responsibilities of life and end up neglecting your deepest personal needs and desires?

Do you feel deep within your heart, the sense that there is a bigger reason you are here on this planet, and that there is a meaningful contribution for you to make?

Nothing will be different unless you do things differently. 

Are you ready to listen to the calling of your own heart?

Are you ready to live your soul’s Destiny?

Are you ready to live a life that is a bold adventure?

This personalized individual retreat is completely geared toward your potential and unique path of spiritual self-realization. It is a retreat for…

Real Life Breakthrough

My work is about connecting you back to your true source. It isn’t simply about getting more money or things in your life, its about discovering YOU are the one you have been waiting for! You have within you everything you have been seeking. I teach you how to connect with the source of creativity, abundance, freedom, joy, peace and love right within yourself!

You will return home not only rejuvenated and inspired by your own creative path in life, but with the tools needed to transform every day life circumstances into your life's masterpiece. 

This retreat is unlike any other …

It is like combining the best of a meditation retreat, deep intensive therapy, sacred psychology, personal medicine walks in nature… only instead of being plopped in a group auditorium – OR into the wilderness with only a tent and bottle of water, this process is nurtured in a much (MUCH) more civilized, comfy, and supported environment that effects the same powerful life breakthrough!

What you will find here – IS YOU! The Real YOU!

Types of clients range from those with no to those with extensive experience with inner spiritual selfhood, and from all spiritual paths including psychologists, healers, artists, homemakers, business men simply those who feel bereft, lost to themselves, overtaken by the mind-noise of daily living…

A very important self-awakening soul-stirring process has already begun

That is what has lead you to this website at this moment in time. You are in the process of honoring the voice of your soul, the voice that so often gets overrun by the fears of the mind. 

Imagine living your purpose, giving your gifts to the world and leaving a lasting legacy.

Imagine living life in the flow, where your goals, desires, intentions, manifest with grace and ease.

Imagine living a life of true freedom, where you can stand unshakable amidst the chaos of everyday experiences.

Imagine living a life where inspiration flows through you and you create abundance effortlessly.

There comes a point in your life, when who you are seeking to become is bigger than who you currently are. You hear a calling from deep within. A call to greatness, a call to a new life. It is a call to let go of the known and jump into a new realm of what is possible for your life—a life without limits

I invite you to join me on this once-in-a-lifetime paradigm altering journey. The journey will call you from deep within your own heart. All that will be left for you to do is answer the call.


Will you answer the call?

Healing In The Land of Enchantment


Santa Fe, New Mexico, founded in 1610, boasts the tagline, “A City Different.” From the traditional adobe architecture, to the colors that splash across the sky, Santa Fe holds some special charm and energy.  When the British author, D.H. Lawrence first came to New Mexico he exclaimed, “something stood still in my soul.” The landscape is breathtaking. At 7000 ft the air is clean and usually bright and sunny, and not too warm. Santa Fe is a place you can fully surrender and let go of the weight of pretense and essentially let go of your habitual self.

Santa Fe provides the perfect back drop for a deep emotional and spiritual healing retreat. We enjoy four seasons, and low humidity. The high in the summer is in the mid 80's and drops in the evening to the high 50's.

Immersed in the stunning natural beauty and powerful healing energy of Santa Fe. you’ll begin to feel something in you wake up - something you may remember from when you were a child. The world begins to come alive again, and life feels filled with possibility, adventure and magic.

So you may be thinking, what’s my next step …

To begin the process simply click here or call 1-800-721-6140 to set up an initial session. There is an interview process in order to ensure that the Private Intensive process is the right path for you. I look forward to connecting and supporting you on your path to peace, love and wholeness. Costs are determined by the amount of time that we spend together and will be discussed in our initial conversation. We will not answer emails about costs, dates or other questions until you have been interviewed and deemed a good fit for this intensive.


The private intensive requires a high level of commitment to change habitual patterning. You must be willing to look at your life in a different way and to adopt new views and new techniques. You will be asked to push yourself mentally, physically, emotionally and spiritually. This requires strong focus and the ability to view a challenge from a new perspective. The use of hypnotherapy, emotional intelligence tools, regression therapy, equine therapy, yoga, meditation, breath work, and indigenous teachings will challenge you physically, mentally and emotionally to let go of the self you have been and step into the highest expression of yourself.  The intensive culminates in a Ceremony which allows you to safely say goodbye to that which no longer supports you and welcome in the new. 

Intensives are just that, intense. This program is not designed as a vacation or a chance to get away. You must be physically fit and emotionally grounded and purposeful about your spiritual path whatever that path is for you. What you learn here are tools that have been used for thousands of years. Techniques that empower you to be your own healer. You will detoxify through the high altitude, the land, teachings, ceremony, and the pace.

It is highly advised that  you come at least one day early to acclimate to the high altitude.  And we suggest staying for 1-2 days after the Retreat to quietly process and absorb all that you have experienced, so give yourself one week off minimum.

Length: Customized 5, 7 days or up to 14 days (more days can be added for integration and rest and relaxation upon availability)
Location: The Sacred Land of Santa Fe


  • Accommodations include staying in the tranquil Healing Barn amidst the serene Pecos Wilderness. Front row seat to the Milky Way at 7400 altitude

  • Organic foods provided by Sun Basket Organic Meals, Healthy organic juice cleanses (optional)

  • Daily experiential activities and programming including yoga, meditation and medicine hikes.

  • Inner Bonding – deeply connect with your feelings as an inner child - learn a simple 6 step process

  • Shadow Work – understand the shadow side of your psyche and learn how to embrace it

  • Heartmath Resilency Training - an innovative approach to improving emotional wellbeing. Learn to change your heart rhythm pattern to create physiological coherence in your electromagnetic field

  • Regression Therapy and Spiritual Psychotherapy

  • Pranayama breath work exercise

  • Hypnotherapy, energy work, sound healing

  • One on one review of medical history & medical consult by Lance Wilson, MD (if needed)

  • Equine Therapy with Machel, a ‘horse whisperer’ you’ll participate in interactive empathy exercises with the horses (optional)

  • Connecting with nature "Earthing" & Forest Bathing

  • Shamanic Energy Healing with a shamanic healing practitioner from The Power Path School of Shamanism


What led me to seeking out help with Jana was the death of my step son by suicide. It completely devastated my wife and our family. I found myself living in fear of what the future would hold for us. I was fully consumed with negative thoughts which led to binge drink on several occasions. My focus was solely on my wife and her healing. I had completely self abandoned myself.

I thank God and this Amazing Universe that led me to Jana’s Emotional Healing Retreat. My outreach to Jana was life changing. She was there for me from the very first day when I cried out for help. I connected with her almost immediately, her loving nature during our first phone call and the ongoing guidance she had given me was instrumental in bridging the gap before my retreat, which was months away. The great thing about the first few weeks prior to my arrival was she kept in contact with me while encouraging me to watch several documentaries, books, and daily meditation in preparation. The pre-work allowed my heart to open for learning and exploring every avenue possible in order to heal.

The setting was beautiful, quiet, and the night sky was absolutely amazing. Jana’s ability to share her own personal journey allowed for a safe environment to explore the wounds of my past in order to heal, forgive, and love myself. I am now able to recognize past hurts, childhood trauma’s, and challenges throughout my 51 years as actually a gift that has made me who I am. No longer do I question why me?

I left Santa Fe with a new found freedom of peace, love and so much gratitude for every breath I’m given here on this earth. For the first time in 51 years, I’m loving who I am as a person, by loving myself first. I truly have never felt like this! Thank you Jana. Many many Blessings
— Rick Battelle, Missouri
Before I attened the Emotional Healing Intensive, I was in search of something, someone, or someplace to give me guidance, insight, and hope. I felt lost. I wanted to feel happy again.
During my initial telephone consult with Jana (which I almost canceled) something resonated throughout my whole being and said “Angi you need to do this for You” and so my journey began. At first I had a hard time deciding to invest money and the time on myself, but I realized I invest in what I value. If I don’t value me then I will make excuses.
Before arriving in Santa Fe I read & watched what Jana provided.
Within weeks of returning, I’ve had a huge shift in my marriage but most importantly within myself. This retreat was by far the best thing that ever done for ME! And to think I thought it was selfish to take the time and money and invest in me. I am happy, at peace, my relationships are better, more fulfilled and deeper than ever before. I owe this to Jana for teaching me to love me, to listen to my inner child/Self, teaching me how & why to meditate, and for teaching me to forgive; myself first and then to extend that to all who caused me harm as a child. I find it so much easier to just breathe. If you feel lost, unsure, indecisive, hopeless as I did, this retreat is most likely for you. Open your heart and mind and let love in for YOU, It will be the greatest thing you can do for yourself and your loved ones.
— Angila Lindley, Illinois
I was searching for a trip for myself after having knee surgery. Living alone and depending on others really made me begin to ponder what I was doing with my life. I began to ask questions like; what was the purpose of my life? What did my future look like? Why am I not happy? I’m financially successful, yet feeling alone and lost. I began to google search healing retreats and found several, but after speaking with Jana and to a previous retreat attendee who spoke very highly of her experience, I decided to move forward. Jana’s healing system opened my eyes to see that what I was looking for was inside of me. That I was the jailor and held the key to my freedom. It was definitely a lot of work and yet very life-changing. I was forced to look within and unplug from the outer world. The Healing Barn is very warm and comfortable, I didn’t want to leave when time was up. I highly recommend Jana and her teachings. I would say the most important thing is go with an open mind with no expectations. Jana says she’s no one special and is only sharing the spiritual and psychological tools to get us where we need to be. That maybe true, but she’s turned out to be a very important person in my life who I will continue to turn to when I need help or encouragement. The city and land of New Mexico and particularly the city of Santa Fe is enchanting and I will definitely visit again! Do this for yourself! You’re the only one that truly matters and investing in yourself is the greatest investment you can make.
— Charie Metevia, Illinois
I had experienced several tumultuous years which triggered such depression and anxiety that I wasn’t functioning. I’d been in therapy before—but knew something deeper and more intensive was necessary if I was going to change my life for the better. I spoke with Jana on the phone for a long time, and decided to take the plunge. Over six months after my one-on-one intensive with Jana, I can say that the experience was life changing!
Jana is upfront about the intense pace and need to be fully committed—she definitely is, and you need to be serious and devoted to improving your life. Sometimes I was in a “class” and receiving instruction about the relationships between the heart/mind/brain/larger universe; at other times, I did yoga, learned to breathe properly (for the first time in my life) and practiced meditation. Throughout, I began the process of working through the pain and trauma that had been holding me back.
You can trust Jana and I had faith that she would help me navigate the painful and traumatic emotions and memories that came up throughout my five-day intensive, and she did, with compassion and optimism. Further, Jana is intuitive, and recognized when I needed to have private time to process and think about what I was learning about myself, about my place in the world, and the experiences which had shaped me. I felt surrounded by love and kindness, and was given the right amount of tough love, too, when I needed it. Without Jana, I don’t believe I could have attained that level of self-acceptance.
Months later, the benefits of my five-day intensive experience continue to emerge. I am practicing new skills of self-care, pausing and reflecting on my thoughts and feelings, and have more confidence. I have changed much of my life, and am open to my own evolution. Jana provides continual support, often reaching out at the perfect time—when I am feeling a little down, or struggling with a problem. Not only would I recommend her program, but I would love to go to another Emotional Healing retreat.
— Christine Matusik, Montana
I was in the depths of yet another incredibly low point of my life. I had absolutely nothing left to give to anyone. I was stuck in a constant cycle of hating myself for allowing my life to take the direction it had. Feeling guilty for not being happier in what appeared to most as a pretty great existence. I was stuck living rooted in the past trying to maintain “an all is well” attitude. I had no belief in anything greater than myself. I felt hopeless, worthless and invisible.
Initially I wasn’t certain of what finally made me search the internet that day for help. I wasn’t sure why I used the specific words “emotional healing” in the search engine… But now I know it was the Universe revealing its magic when Jana’s website appeared. When reading her intro page, I felt as if she was speaking directly to me, calling me to take that first step to, what sounded like, an impossibly beautiful way to live. I phoned her without hesitation.
I must admit that I was bummed that my retreat wasn’t going to happen until six months later… BUT my therapy and education began immediately. I was immersed in learning how to meditate, reading many books, watching films and doing yoga. I also journaled and worked through a large amount of Inner Bonding. I submitted work to Jana almost daily. Without having done all of this hard (and amazing) work on myself – by taking the steps to become self-motivated, disciplined and self-aware- the retreat would have never reached the depths of my soul that it did. 
Jana is an extraordinary spirit who knows what it takes to live a life of joy and happiness. And it ALL begins by connecting to the Divine. Who knew it was in me all along?! :) She pushed me to become 100% honest, forgiving, grateful and loving. First to myself and it almost immediately transferred to others. I had a remarkable journey with her. 
The Healing Barn is a space that I couldn’t even have imagined. Its vibe was one of complete calm and peace. No matter how intense things became emotionally, I always felt safe and protected by Jana and the Barn. When we weren’t working, I spent my time in silence. It allowed me to reach a deep level of compassion for myself and a newfound stillness. I became aware of my Divine Guidance in those moments. IT had always been there quietly waiting for me to drop the ego and false beliefs. Jana’s unwavering guidance led the way and for that I will always be grateful.
It has now been a month since my awakening. I continue to be immersed in the beauty of the Universe. I see myself, family, friends and strangers in such a new light. I am finally seeing the magic in life that I have been searching for. At 46, I am finally becoming the human I have always wanted to be. I receive so much love from Spirit and in turn I have much to give myself and others. I live in authentic gratitude, and now have the tools to steer myself back to center on challenging days. Old thoughts last only moments. New habits continue to emerge. 
All of this was made possible because of Jana. She walks the walk daily. Her experience (personal and learned) is vast. She is always evolving and has such a passion for helping others find their light. Jana singlehandedly started my transformation. She believed in me, peeled back my layers and gave me just the shove I needed. Through my own continued work, evolution and self-love I will continue on this beautiful path. There is truly no other way to live!! 
Not only did Jana guide me in the Barn, but she also took me on many excursions in and around Santa Fe. We enjoyed delicious meals, visited the galleries, hiked in the snow at 10,000 feet and had an amazing therapy experience with some extraordinary horses. She managed to keep such a wonderful balance of hard work and time to heal. I felt very hesitant to leave the serenity of Santa Fe when my time was complete. But I also felt to ready to put my evolution to the test. And for the first time in a long time, I was excited to return home and see my family. It has now been a month since my awakening. I continue to be immersed in the beauty of the Universe. I see myself, family, friends and strangers in such a new light.
 All of this was made possible because of Jana. She walks the walk daily. Her experience (personal and learned) is vast. She is always evolving and has such a passion for helping others find their light. Jana singlehandedly started my transformation. She believed in me, peeled back my layers and gave me just the shove I needed. Through my own continued work, evolution and self-love I will continue on this beautiful path. There is truly no other way to live!!
— Alyssa Kerperien, Florida
Before attending my healing retreat with Jana, I was angry and depressed. I was always in a rush and had a major cell phone addiction. I was missing out on my kids growing up because I was never present. My relationship with my wife was on the brink of disaster. All this because I was stuck in a spiral of negativity. I wanted to change and the first thing I did was seek out help. In the past I tried seeing therapists but they never seemed to help. They would listen to my problems but would never give me any clues as to how to actually change. The first thing that drew me to Jana was her website. It spoke to me in a big way. I found myself crying halfway through reading her homepage because it was exactly what I was looking for. After speaking with her by phone I knew she was the one that could help me find my true self and course correct my life. I booked for late November, 2018.

During the retreat I was surprised at how much trust I developed with Jana in such a short period of time. There was absolutely no judgement from her and it helped me share openly. I went for 10 days and I highly recommend booking a retreat at least that long. The work is hard and you don’t want to have to cram it in to a shorter time frame. There is no other way to say this other than to say that Jana saved me. She turned me around 180 degrees. It was the most magical experience I have ever had. I was sad to leave when the 10 days was up but at the same time I was eager to put my training to the test in real life. Re-entry was great! Situations that would normally trigger me became a learning experience. Jana taught me to pause, take a deep breath and try to understand why I am being triggered. It has helped immensely since. Life hasn’t been all rainbows and unicorns since my retreat but I can say with certainty that I am coping way better now. I project love and compassion with everyone and everything in my life. My cell phone addiction has slowed since I deleted social media from my life and I continue my healing journey with at home courses from a variety of experts. I am also following a passion of mine and starting a business which I would never have done without Jana’s help.

If you are reading this, you must be seriously considering reaching out to Emotional Healing Retreats for help. Please, do yourself a favor and call. It will be the best money you ever spent. Jana is an incredible teacher.

Peace, love and happiness awaits!
— Ryan Muzzy, Santa Barbara, CA
I was blessed with the gift of hitting rock bottom in my life. When you get there, you have two choices, do something about it or don’t. I committed to find help. My head and heart were not connected, and both were breaking. As an infant my father left me and my mom, at the age of fourteen my mother died of cancer and the women who basically raised me, my grandmother, died fourteen years after that. I also had been sexually assaulted as a young boy. As an adult I was realizing that I did not love myself, I hated myself, I was pushing my wife, the love of my life away and I was being a destructive parent to my two young boys. My wife made me an ultimatum, “find help and fix this, or we are leaving for good.” That was rock bottom, I had to find a solution or lose everything. I had no idea where to turn, I had no idea what to look for, mostly because I had no idea what was really wrong with me. I called out for spiritual guidance, that is, I prayed about a clue, a direction, any little breadcrumb would help. After many plans, some included hiking across the Pacific Rim Trail, others included being in a Tibetan village in seclusion. I called many healers, therapists, wellness centers etc., but none of it resonated with me, something inside was telling that’s not it. Then one day I woke up and it was very clear what I needed and what I should be looking for, emotional healing and emotional wellness, I needed to reconnect with me. That day I discovered the Emotional Healing Retreats, I was connected with Jana. We spoke for an hour and we connected immediately. In fact, just talking to her made me feel hopeful and more positive that I was going to be ok.

In the month that lead up to the retreat I buried myself in most of the prework to get the most out of it. I was scared and yet excited because of one thing she said, “You are going to be changed forever.” What does that mean? Well, Indeed I came out of it changed forever. To start, The Healing Barn is a perfect place to do this work. Jana created an environment that was safe, nurturing, spiritual, full of love, and methodical in a way that allowed me to learn, to feel, and to break down so I could emerge transformed. I learned the tools to practice the rest of my life and understood why they are so important. But what changed me was working with Jana. She is an amazing woman. She was an integral part of my healing process. I trusted her completely and this led to a multi-sensorial transformation in my psyche and in my soul. I would recommend this work if you are willing to fight for yourself, if you can dig deep into your soul and feel pain like you’ve never felt before, if you can relive memories that will tear you up but know that Jana is there to guide you through it and like the phoenix rising you, will, be reborn. Jana is the quintessential empath, a gift from god, she is my divine teacher, she saved my life. She is so knowledgeable about her domain and she teaches it in a way that allowed me to remember how and why everything is connected. Now, my head and heart are connected, I am present, I am conscious, I have awareness, I am confident, I am love and I take total responsibility for my emotions. This is a miracle! My wife and children have seen a tremendous change in myself and my colleagues and friends ask me “something good is different with you?” I say, Jana Wilson, my divine teacher showed me the light. Thank you, Jana for caring enough about me to show me who I am, why I am special and what the universe has in store for me.
— Love, Jon from Texas

So you may be thinking, what’s my next step …

To begin the process simply click here or call 1-800-721-6140 to set up an initial session. There is an interview process in order to ensure that the Private Intensive process is the right path for you. I look forward to connecting and supporting you on your path to peace, love and wholeness. Costs are determined by the amount of time that we spend together and will be discussed in our initial conversation.